A dream of mine is quietly and quickly coming true. It is coming true based on my ability, interest, character and passion. I know enough about myself to understand that I could easily wrap myself in this and become lost in it. I have informed my loved ones about this and they have agreed to become spoilers when I get moving to fast or too far along (we all need spoilers.)
Hence the dilemma... do I watch and see what becomes of this or do I grab on with both hands and become wrapped up in it so tight that others may have to cut me loose if shit goes South.
I have weighed the pros and cons of this. I know what is at stake. I know what I have lost by not grabbing a hold of past opportunities.
I also understand that my character would not have allowed success to happen in the past. It would have been sabotaged by resentment and anger. These are character flaws that I work through on a daily basis and thus far I feel as though I have been successful.
Life is too short not to take chances. Especially when your character is on the line.
I have the backing of my family on this one. I know what I am doing and when I come across an issue I cannot resolve I also know that asking for help is not only an okay thing to do but it is expected.
I'll let you know how it goes...